perhaps

perhaps we all want to feel
those big things like
freedom
and love
and ... ? the third big thing?
because we're already them

i mean, come on...
like attracts like
we're just projecting our
desires
for what
we already
are--
duh.

and expectations...
they're like war
you're bound to win,
you're bound to lose

but behind every great
king of discernment
there's a queen
of curiosity
hard at play

i wonder,
i wonder,
when i'll
undress
all the way

belly laugh in the
nudity
of all this
freedom
and love